So I've never seen the movie Bridget Jones' Diary up until this weekend ...
(Yes, I know I'm crazy... so don't even get me started)
Anyway... that's not the point here. The point is I had the same epiphany as Bridget Jones did while I was watching this movie...
I got hurt in my past... Really really hurt in my past. To the point where I've been single now for 3 years ... not because I haven't met amazing men.... but because I think deep down I am still so freaking scared and terrified to EVER love and feel loss like that again....
I know we all go through it.. and heartbreak is a part of life...
But I I so vividly saw my future with someone in it. I saw out home.. I saw my ring... I saw us having children... and when your future comes crashing down in a 24 hour window... It can be pretty traumatizing ... even for the strongest women out there...
So I decided I can't have my walls up anymore... I need to slowly start pulling them down..
And to help keep me on track... My "Tanya Rad Diary" ....
This will help me track my feelings every day.... help me realize how many (or how little) men I'm meeting in my day-to-day...
And just help be a tool for my daily intention and progress...
So here we go... Day 1
